This is a public journal from Lord Nar, and is openly available for consumption.
Entry 1: Delving Deeper
My focus of late has often been narrowed towards manipulation of the bodies of others, predominantly through the inception of pain. Instructions given to nerves, which then relay further. I was watching for it, last night, as the participants of a lesson held by one of our Sith stepped into vats of boiling liquid. Watching for their reactions, their bodies to test their limits and the pain to bloom in the pattern I have come to be oft able to predict.
Yet, I felt something. Something outside my expectations. A pull. A draw, not of my personal interest but of something else - an unknown. As their skin blistered and boils burst, mixing fluids with the brackish water, something called to me within each of them. An itch, deep beneath the skin that one immediately desires to scratch.
I am aware of the irony of my wording given what the phrase 'beneath the skin' might currently entail, yet that best describes the sensation. Yet that itch was external as well. As if there was something I could draw upon, something the liquid was embedding within their wounds. Not a drain, per say - that focuses on the fatigue of another; energy transferred. This was something more corporeal and intrinsic.
This concept, this itch is currently outside my understanding; a matter that will be remedied. It is time to delve deeper and further my understanding - especially if there is another means of anatomical manipulation that lies outside my current grasp and ability.
End of entry.